Life on Auto Pilot

hmm... today was a rainy day at waterloo. Hoping tomorrow the sun will come out again. "Majesty... majesty... Your grace as found me just as I am... empty headed but alive in Your hands... We sing, majesty... majesty... Forever I am changed by Your love... in the presence of Your majesty." I always found this song so touching, to realize that God's love is so great for us... that even we have nothing, God still loves us so much. Sometime with school and everything i feel like, why am I doing this? is it for money? to be 'successful' one day? But then everytime i listen to this song, i'm reminded that even if i'm stripped from everything and i am what the world considers a 'failure', God will still have His arms open wide to me. It's such a hard thing to do but i'm working at it... to allow God be the drive of my life. Hence, life on auto pilot...