come home running...

Oh wow... it seems so unreal that my first term is already over. Exams were quite brutal... most ppl in my program had eight exams, including me, and we had one every single day except for sunday. That was so draining... i'm a bit scared to know my marks cuz i know i did bad on some of my exams. Oh well, i'm not gonna think about that, i'm home now! After my last exam i just sat there sorta only half believing that i was all done cuz for the entire exam week going home seemed so far away. i'm so happy to finally get to take a break!

I love Christmas! This is the perfect time to listen to jazzy christmas music and just sit and drink hot chocolate. Feels so cozy inside!

mmm... i'm not really in a writing mood so i'll write more next time.

slowly going insane

Feeling so bad rite now. I'm missing home, missing my parents... wishing i could tell them everything that's been going wrong and give them a hug. Since the last time i went home i've never felt homesick until now. i guess it's the stress from exams.. and other stuff. i hope i passed the exam i just wrote... half of it i guessed... oh man...

"i'll take this life and lay it down. i'm letting go... i'm letting go..."

I know everything hasn't been really bad, but i'm just in a really upset mood rite now. So i guess at this moment the best thing to do is count my blessings... Well, i did get the override into the english course i wanted. and even if i did bad on one exam i still have another five more to do well on... lol... i guess, i guess. You know, it's so easy to sing 'lord, break me... come break me now...' but when things do go wrong and God does break you, you start crying for it to stop. i know these trials are only temporary and God well help me through it, yet it's still so difficult. Sigh... i'm gonna just take a deep breath now, i don't want to give up.