slowly going insane

Feeling so bad rite now. I'm missing home, missing my parents... wishing i could tell them everything that's been going wrong and give them a hug. Since the last time i went home i've never felt homesick until now. i guess it's the stress from exams.. and other stuff. i hope i passed the exam i just wrote... half of it i guessed... oh man...

"i'll take this life and lay it down. i'm letting go... i'm letting go..."

I know everything hasn't been really bad, but i'm just in a really upset mood rite now. So i guess at this moment the best thing to do is count my blessings... Well, i did get the override into the english course i wanted. and even if i did bad on one exam i still have another five more to do well on... lol... i guess, i guess. You know, it's so easy to sing 'lord, break me... come break me now...' but when things do go wrong and God does break you, you start crying for it to stop. i know these trials are only temporary and God well help me through it, yet it's still so difficult. Sigh... i'm gonna just take a deep breath now, i don't want to give up.