amy, let it go

I feel so mentally, emotionally, and physically drained right now. That calc midterm last night really took it all out of me... ugh! I will try to stop thinking about it... amy, just let it go... open up you fist and let it go... I haven't even recovered from the blow last night but I have to move on to study for my next midterm... I need time to do some damage control. Funny how marks, these two digit numbers (or three if you're really smart and hopefully not one, lol) can be such a big deal... just numbers. Sigh, to add on to my night of damped spirit I lost my favorite ring that miss chiu got me... well, i'm happy that someone found it at the end... but it got stepped on so now flat and broken =( ... well, i guess i could make it into a pendant or something... ok, enough sulking. I must say I'm very thankful for friends who really care, for shoulders to cry on, and arms that embrace me... it means alot to me, thanks for carrying a crippled spirit last nite.

daisy give yourself away
look up at the rain, the beautiful display of power and surrender
giving us today when she gives herself away
she comes down easy on rich and debt the same when
she gives herself away

let it go, daisy let it go
open up your fist this fallen world
doesn't hold your interest, it doesn't hold your soul
daisy let it go

pain, give yourself a name, call yourself contrition, avarice or shame
giving isn't easy, neither is the rain and she gives herself away
daisy why another day, why another sunrise, who will take the blame
for all redemptive motive and every rainy day
He gives himself away
let it go, daisy let it go
let it go...

oh switchfoot, how your words never fail to amaze me