wow. this is unreal. i'm done my exams.

it's definetly been awhile since i blogged... this term has been quite tiring i must say. from calculus to having two exams back to back on the last day of exams... it's been a rough term. but now when i look back i'm just filled with gratefulness for all the people that have been so willing to help when i'm struggling be that in school, or other parts of my life... for being able to grow with friends i can call my brothers and sisters... for the conversations that goes beyond the surface... for friends that have been feeding me and taking care of me over exams :p

after my last exam, i felt so heavy hearted. i was so busy studying before, but after my last exam i realized so many people were gone already. and i never really got a chance to spend time with them and say a proper goodbye. well, i guess there's no need to say 'goodbye' because i really do want to make the effort to keep up with people. i always felt like nothings gonna change cuz i'll be back in the summer anyways but it didn't hit me that not everyone's here. (haha... i know, the world revolves around me!)

today going back to rhccc i felt really distant... maybe because not everyone's back yet.. but to those i saw... i felt somewhat like a stranger to them. i know them. i know their personalities, their tempers, where they live... but beyond that... it makes me wonder how it's gonna be like when school is over for good, and i come back home. mmm... i don't want to think abt it :p

so... on a lighter note, i'm very excited for this summer. This summer i'll be in waterloo doing research for a professor... details to wat i'm supposed to do? no idea :p i'm quite excited cuz being in waterloo over the summer means i can do so much stuff that i've wanted to do over the school year but hvn't had time to... i can help out in ccf more, i can do volunteering, i can study for the OAT (the optometry test)... well, studying for the OAT isn't that exciting but i will try at least.

now that exams are over... the anticipation is gone... and i don't really know wat to do. it's like i need to learn how to relax again :p... gahhh... my parents are playing very old music rite now... ahhhh... it's making me feel so old! and it's raining outside... this is so sad. lol.. not my parent's listening to the music.. but it's making me feel so sad. okay.. can't stand this anymore... signing off!

oh, i'll be here til april 30... so plan me up, kiddos!