random thoughts

This week was nice... it wasn't exciting or like 'wow!'... but i felt very peaceful. I'm just really glad that assignments and labs have died down and i can now take a breath! Last weekend was just pure work... so hardcore that it wasn't much of a weekend. Still midterms to go!

I really can't believe that I've almost done half of my first year in university! honestly, summer felt like just yesturday... everything from september til now just seemed to go by in a blur. At the beginning of university i questioned myself whether my decision was right to come to UW cuz it seemed that my dream of being an optometrist was just so far, so far... but you know what i realized was that sometimes its not your destination that matters, it's about the journey. You know, everyone makes a big deal about, oh you're in biomed... wow... (nerd)... lol... or 'engineering'... another gasp... lol. But this stuff isn't going to matter at the end, our existence wasn't meant to be weighed like this. Still don't know what i'm gonna become, but not lost because i know i'm in God's hands. Hence, life on autopilot again... you can read my first entry if you don't get what i'm talking about.

I wanted to come home this weekend but i can't cuz my parents aren't gonna be around for most of the weekend so they told me there's no point of me coming home. So, i guess i'll have to stay till Christmas... at the beginning i wanted to go home alot but now it's okay, i'm enjoying it here. While i've been here at loo i've realized how much I survive on music. It is such a big mental, emotional and stress relief for me and i never thought i'll miss practicing piano for two hours everyday but i do.

Last night me, sarah, my roommate, and some other of our friends came to our place and we watched really really old chinese movies... it was hilarious! oh, what entertainment we discover here! lol...

Oh yeah, for those who don't know my room is the first room on the floor and me and sarah end up having to open the door all the time cuz people either forget their keys or they're visiting people. I've got only one thing to say: knock and the door will be opened. there is absolutely no need to bang and shake the door! lol.. ok, done my venting... i shall go now. lol