You know what i realized? i have a hard time expressing my true feeling on blogs. lol... except i am rite now... haha, how ironic. i guess, many times its not that i don't have anything to say but perhaps i don't feel safe saying all that i feel. I'm a very direct person, when i say something i usually really do mean it so it's hard for me to say exactly wat i feel knowing that some stranger could be reading this! lol... i'm just a bit paranoid. SO here is my attempt to forget about the stranger reader out there and write sincerely to my friends who care enough when they don't know whats going on in my life to check this blog out. Things have been going well so far this term... a sense of peace, i guess now that i'm home here at waterloo. I realized through the last few times that i've been back at rhccc that yes things have changed. The difference is that before i was truly part of agape and rhccc but now when i go back i'm more of the audience. That made me realize that no longer was my support system agape (as a whole, i mean) but ccf. I'm really looking forward to getting to know everyone at ccf more personally... but my relationships that have been built up at agape is wat has held me together the past term. I'm very grateful of the degree of transparency that our relationships share... that we can make stupid comments and laugh at it together... to do embarassing things with each other. I've decided to take on the Jabez challenge, which is to pray the prayer of Jabez for every morning for the next 30 days and to reread the book once every week for 4 weeks... trying to find the discipline to do this! Keep me accountable! I'm slowly learning to dream
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9:30 PM
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I got the prayer of jabez book on my baptism back at the beginning of gr. 11. I started off consistently for a looong time (jst prayin not rereading). I can't say I've done it everyday for the past 2.5years, there was a period i kinda forgot... but it DOES work. it HAS worked. it WILL work.
tithing does too.
yes do get to know everyone at ccf more ^^ it's too bad i couldn't hangout with you more last term. i didn't even see you and meet you til like the last couple ccf meets x__x go make yourself known hehe. be loud! ^^
transparency. good point. i'm glad that you were able to enjoy those kind of relationships
post more, ya! it's ok that you're direct. if its strangers reading then it should matter even less. cuz strangers won't affect you daily nor really anytime at all. just don't talk about mean things about ppl hehe
11:36 AM
i concurr. haha..yeah i totally agree with you on the whole ccf being more and more a support for me. i can't express how much fun it is to be with you girls...wow we've had so many jokes. and i simply look forward to having more fun times!!!!!! =) we will grow together...not grow old..but younger! haha
9:06 PM
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